| Medical Non-Sense |
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So Monday morning I woke up and felt sick, almost pukey so I go up and let the dogs out and when I went to walk upstairs I fell twice. Then once I got upstairs I saw that Brian was moving out. Not caring at all I went into the bathroom and got sick. I swiftly came out and went to sleep on the couch because I didn't feel any good what so ever. Then the next day I woke up in Oakwood Hospital, aparantly I had two Seizures and completely blacked out I was choking on my tongue and Brian had to pull my tongue out of my mouth and make me breathe. Once the Ambulance showed up he followed in his vehicle and we got to the hospital and I had an MRI, EEG and a CAT Scan done and I don't know whats wrong with me I just know I fucked up. So in conclusion I have numerous things wrong with me afterward I just lost two days of my life....
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| Long time no type |
[07 Aug 2008|01:50am] |
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So it's been a while since I've utilized my journal I guess I've turned my attention to Myspace, sorry journal no offense I just seem to like it better besides my friends don't come on here anymore and most of the people who read my journal I never talk to anmore because my life is different now, thank goodness. Anyways life is strange right now money is always tight no matter where you live but more so if you live in Michigan. Daves busy at work and I haven't worked in a while, almost 5 months. Shit just doesn't seem to be working out for me medically. WHatever..... I do miss some of my friends form back home but the ones I used to befriend I'm glad I don't talk to them anymore because I don't need the fuckin drama, thank god thats over! Anyways I'll try not to be so few and far between posts..... ehhh!
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| God Bless |
[13 Apr 2008|03:02am] |
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R.I.P
Chris Amore
Much Love,
Blonde Becca
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[07 Dec 2007|08:54pm] |
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My friend is lookin for a roommate in Dearborn, if u know anyone whose interested please let me know, 400.00 a month
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| Time is not on my side! |
[28 Nov 2007|07:08pm] |
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So it's been a while since I've written, I'm so journal I haven't abandoned you I'm just busy. So where do I start, Well I have a new job @ Kirklands Home they have some in Michigan but too small to notcie, non in Dearborn so oh well, hopefully they keep me after the Holidays as of right now I'm holiday help. Dave seems to be doing well I guess, he's completely rapped up in the Marine Corps I dunno where he starts and they end. So I guess thats good, whatever. Things that I used to like in my life that aren't really what I need to get into right now while being down here is starting to rear it's ugly head. Sometimes you wonder if you've made the best decisions in your life but I guess theres no real way of telling until something wakes you up. Oh Well! I miss my friends soooooo bad. Becca and Leah for a couple of people, alot of people Ionly used to hangout with cuz we were into doing the same kind of extra circulor activities. I really miss Anna, we used to go to CAnanda like every weekend and I miss that sooo much. We would have so much fun whether it was a good or bad night. I wish things would have turned out diffrently. I pushed her away because the man in my life doesn't like an opinionated person I guess, I happen to like it, I think I'm pretty opinionated. One main reson we don't talk anymore is cuz she was hurt I didn't ask her to be in my Wedding, well the truth is she was gonna be my 3rd in line and walk with my brother but DAve didn't want her in the WEdding, I was fucking pissed but her would just shut up about it. So I guess he got his way, she wasn't even at my Wedding which broke my heart. Isn't it funny how a guy can change the closest relationships just disingrate. If I knew then what I know now I would have fought harder for her to be in it. Something else that really pisses me off about my so called "friends" is this chick I grew up with been friends forever her name is JEssica doens't call or keep in touch, she has a Myspace and i'm not on her friends list. Thats fucked up if you ask me. Ialso miss my girls for the old school but we kinda grew apart when another dude entered my life and they didn't agree with the choices I made at that time, but hey I still wouldn't change anything I was in love and I think they were in the wrong for not supporting me in my relationship, I understand not supporting the drugs but fuck that aint yo bussiness, naw what i mean. Anywho, I shouldn't let the past bother me but it does, I also used to be close to Rosie but ever since she had a baby were like oil and water, we don't mix anymore. That sucks cuz she was a big part of my life. I really miss Leah she's still my girl we just don't talk too often but we do talk, let me tell you before I got married me and that girl had a fuckin blast, WHOOT WHOOT.
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| Same Old, Same Old |
[05 Jun 2007|10:58am] |
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Well we came home Memorial Weekend and suprised our families which was amazing the expressions were priceless. Our next Venture home will be JUly 13th thru the 22nd, Hopefully that will be great too. Theres really nothing going on in my life right now expect I work 2 jobs and I play softball every other night I don'r work. It's stressful in fact I quit one of my jobs thank god. It was great to See Becca When we came home, but I wish I knew more about what she's thinking when it comes to certain things but hey whatever. I'm miles away and I'm not an issue. Anyways this update sucked but thts all I've got............
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| To a Fabulous Valentines Day! |
[15 Feb 2007|12:05am] |
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The day started out with me waking up early enough to go get rose petals while David was at work. I finished getting all the gifts I wanted to get him and I got the cutest balloon too. I set up the house and sprinkled to rose petals from the front door all the way to the bed and I sprinkled them on the bed too. I told him it would be very romantic if we spent the lunch hours and a half at home to eat, so we got subway and we came home and he was so surprised. His face was priceless, loved it. Anyways so I had to work the evening so while I was at work Dave was out doing something for me. I came home after going to a Romantic Dinner and he bought me a dozen white roses and Huge box of Chocolates. A couple of gifts and after all the gift opening I'll leave it up to your imagination to figure out what happened for the rest of the night! WINK*** WINK****
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[24 Dec 2006|06:18pm] |
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Merry Christmas to all my friends and Loved ones! Missing you this season! Have a nice Holiday and a safe New Year!
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| Do I not entertain? |
[18 Dec 2006|05:47pm] |
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Well Blonde Becca has disapeared I guess. We had a Christmas party for what I thought was friends down here but they truly don't exist. I got hammered and it was good to see friends from work whom I have never hung out with before and friends from Highschool. But you know, everyone else is selfish. There are people that my husband works with who are cool and are considered close friends but even they were acting selfish. Okay, I was drunk and we were having fun but as soon as these skank hoes ls\eft of course the guy wanna go some where, where girls are gonna be because I'm just one of the guys and all my friends left. I think this is total bullshit because we didn't invite to try to get some pussy. The fact that they left after the available pussy left, shows me that they were using our house to scam on bitches and hoes. and I don't play like that and it pisses me off to no end. So thats it no partys unless my true friends from home come and visit me, if that ever happens. Mother fucking asshole sons of bitches........ I'm sick of the dumb shit. Another thing I thought I had made another friend down here, she's a Marine wife as well and she has stood me up for the last time. I'm not talking to her anymore. She's full of herself and thinks she's just too busy to hangout even though she said the night before she would be there. fuck you, I'm done being Susie Home Maker.
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[12 Dec 2006|08:15pm] |
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I'm at work and I'm bord so I'll write to my livejournal. Working here is kinda boring but it's the best paying job in this city. I can't stand listening to the mortors going off or the jet and planes fling by. I hate liing for work and never having time for anything else. I don't understand the way people are down here. For example I tried to befriends this girl who I thought was really cool. I asked her to go to the Marine corps ball with a friends of mine so I wouldn't be lonely at this thing. Well the chick freaked out and was stupid the whole time. Needless to say I was lonely anyways. I can't stand Women down here, I haven't met a nice one yet. With the exception of one of my husband friend's wife. She's cool, but always busy. Never have time chill by ourself. We always double date or nothing. it's kinda hard to relate to someone on a more personal level when its publically shown infront of our husbands. It's hard for girls these days to have a friendship. Anyways, Christmas is coming and money is tight. I want to get him so many things but the things he wants are impossible for me to get. I dunno....... I'm just really missing my friends and family. But I'm not homesick quite yet! I'll be ok. The only thing thats really starting to get to me is the frase out of sight out of mind, well I don't really get many phone calls anymore. Just don't forget about me cause I will be back!
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[07 Dec 2006|01:07pm] |
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2 KIDS THAT LIKE TO FUCK TRYING TO MAKING IT HONEST......... I GET IT, I GET IT.
No that this has anything to do with my last statement but I miss Anna.
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| Don't always believe other people! |
[29 Nov 2006|02:19pm] |
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I'm sick of hearing these stupid rumors about me, they have been going around for almost a year now and I'm tired of this shit! It's easy to assume something of someone when you don't know them very well! Once upon a time I was with somebody who was a drug addict and he used to hit me! I got rid of that problem as soon as I could and then I fell in love with a real man who knows how to treat me good! Stop it with the rumors! And you know who you are, just because your not happy by yourself now, and people are suspicious of you being bi or gay now doesn't mean you still have to rain on my parade! Let me go, lord knows I let you go along time ago. There I've spoke my peace and now my name shouldn't even come out of you nasty mouth!
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[25 Nov 2006|05:17pm] |
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I'm so proud of myself! I made my first Turkey as a Married woman.
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[24 Nov 2006|12:04pm] |
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So David and I went to Maryland for my Grandfathers Funeral. It wasn't fun obviously. But thwne we got back 4 days later I wanted to go out to get my mind off of it. So we went to the bar with one of our Marine friends that aer from Michigan and this girl that was also from michigan. Needless to say we got hammered, and then went out to go drive home and our car was gone! It got towed, I was so pissed. One more funny night for the record. Yea Anna it sounds like something that would have had happened to us in Canada! Luckily it didn't!
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| Partay! |
[01 Nov 2006|11:13am] |
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So David and I had a Halloween Party on Saturday with some of closest friends down here. Well it turns out to be like 15 guys and just me, yea ok. So anyways just acting like one of the guys cause thats pretty much how it is, Were all getting hammered. Dave invited this guy from the office over that he really doesn't know but just to be nice cause he was inviteing everyone else he invited him too. So that Dave left to go get J-rod one of our buddies, and this weird guy comes up to the house as I'm fixing some halloween decorations outside and he seemed to be nice and a seriously nieve person, well he's from Minnisota. You do the math, so I asked him do you drink? Oh no, and I also don't Celebrate Halloween. So I said to him well Honey you kow this is a Halloween party rihgt? Yes he says. Ok then whatever. So everyone comes over and were getting wasted and this guy is waiting for my attention so he can talk to me and mind you I was busy with my friends and husband playing cards and drinking games and it was obvious that I was doing that. Whatever he didn't care, so i was aggravated. I get a lil' more wasted and the guy brings in all of his cds and takes control of my radio, well if you know me you know I hate that! but whatever I let it slide, I get a lil' more wasted and spilled Corona on me and went to go change, this guy followed me into my bedroom as I'm taking my shirt off, realizes I'm changing and leaves the room. What the fuck, why are you following me into my room? Whatever let it slide, and didn't tell Dave, I didn't want to create drama. Ok. So I invited this girl from work over and she asked if she could bring 1 person with her so I said ok maybe it would make the guy to girl ratio better. Well this bitch bring 6 Hoochies over my house and 1 more guy. So i'm like what the fuck, I was pissed. Then the Bitches go in my fridge and Drink all of my Coronas. I had 2 six packs and I only got 2 out of 12. So I'm really pissed and my guy friends are tring to get me to chill and then after all the bitches drink all my shit they are looking for more. So the Weird guy goes in my fridge and starts asking if we have anymore left. Not to metion the guy who doesn't drink has been drinking everyone else's beer and my Jello shots all night long. So I was Irate, but still kept my composure. The Hoochies left. I'm chill now, but this weird guy starts Singing songs in my house, not just any songs but girl songs. So I'm so creeped out by this guy. And you know what MINNISOTA isn't an excuse anymore! He's not alloud over my house anymore! So I got so drunk I went to bed and thought if these guys spend the night they should all be gone by the time I wake up. Thats just the way thing go at home right, well So when Dave and I woke up we did the Nasty and after an hour we got up and went out in the living room and all the guys are still out there. This one had the balls to say "it's not like we couldn't hear you', I was about to slap the mother fucker, cause first of all bitch, your in my mother fuckin house and I'll fuck when ever and where ever I want to. It aint my problem that you aint gettin any and your jealous! So fuck you! yeah so i had an interesting evening and Morning!
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| North carolina Geezzz..... |
[21 Oct 2006|11:43am] |
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Well lets see, theres nothing to do. The people suck, I would rather walk down a dark alley in the out skirts of Detriot and I'm sure I would find a nicer person. Everyone down here sucks. But I do like my apartment and I love my husband, so i'm good.
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[18 Oct 2006|11:53am] |
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I'm Bored down here, I can't wait for Becca to come down here. DRUNK!
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| Why create things with people when your so far away from settling shit.... Theres no point. |
[13 Oct 2006|04:09pm] |
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Well i haven't written in a while because I'm very busy but I'll say this. Life is good , my husband is good and for those of you who are not good with me... fuck off cause if you can't except apologys or if you can't get over things that have happened along time ago now you need to get a life, and not count on me being in it! But for those of you I love deeply and I haven't talked to you in a while i'm sorry. I can't keep up because my life is Fast, maybe even too fast. No spare time and what spare time I do have is with my Husband. Sorry guys!
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| Mrs. David Pearl |
[15 Sep 2006|07:21am] |
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Well you are now looking at the new Mrs. Pearl! We did and now we live together in North Carolina! Hard to believe right, yeah it hasn't sunk in yet either for me but this feels great! The only thing is, is that I already miss my Bestfriend Becca and my family but that ok cuase I will see them again! Well keep in touch! Love ya!
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| What a fucking awesome PARTY! |
[28 Aug 2006|04:52pm] |
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Too bad ya'll missed it. My bachlorette party was off the hook. It was so great I don't even remember what happened. I was so drunk! I can't wait for the wedding it's gonna be so much fun! David comes home saturday morning and I can't wait for that last first kis again! It's hard to explain but for those of you who know our situation I don't always get to see him since he's gone for months at a time but next week I wont be a resident of michigan anymore. Nope, North Carolina is calling me and the only reason I'm going is because of my wonderful soon to be husband! Give me a call before I leave and we'll hang out but until then guys I love ya and I'm gonna miss Ya!
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